Things as of now.....

Been working for a week now(more on dat later)...Feels nice...I feel independent..sorta..

Its been almost 2 months for sem8 exams..waiting for the results..hope everyone does really well..

Went for Sid's surprise farewell lunch today..Sid's flying on 1st i.e Saturday..so are Krati , Kunal, Gopal..looks like id be living at d airport for a day on that day..

Things seem different..looks like everyone is going on different ways..and i am still not used to life without TSEC..Dont quite know if and when i will ever get used to it..Missing 'My people'

Met McDreamy after 4 years..was a tad weird..

Reconsidering my carrier plans..I just might wanna do my MS in CS in a year..I think i might just like programming eventually..lesse..more on dis too later

Traveling to Sakinaka tires the crap outta me..EK tho its far..n d traffic is maddenin..damm annoying..barely get time to meet/talk to any one during the week..Its hard 2 meet G too during the week..n plus dont get too much time on the phone :( REAL WORLD BABY!!!

Met McDumb today..Wasnt weird..although his hair colour was:D:D:D!!

Apu's puppy is awwwdorable..wanna meet him toooooo..

Dinner time..TATA:)

WOW

Cant help but name this post..WOW!!! My old posts cracked me up..1stly coz soo much has changed since the last post..and 2ndly i actually forgotten about some of the stuff i'd written.. Life as it is today....
--IN A RELATIONSHIP!!! Wow..n guess wat not dat scary ne more :) Infact..AWESOME!!(more on dat later)
--I Love G!! Wow..still nt scared or flippin out........ :)...(more on dis later too)
--Starting work tomorrow..Grown up stuff..wow!!!
--Gonna b working in FAR FAR away place..wow..wid d travellin phobia madness..(grow up anni:S)
--Finally realised wat a waste 'Small Talk' is..n guess wat..i dnt even try ne more :)
--Sid is Flying in like 10days :( Happie fr him..bt gonna miss him..
--Sem8 results gonna be out dis week..not wow..bt mummmaaa !!!!
--From Accenture to Tata Power..From having soo many frnds in my workplace..to on my own..I will survive :)
--Some relationships have changed..sigh..i kinda get why..maybe its for the best!!
--Blood test on monday..tryng 2 b brave....wish i din have to...wish i din hav 2 go alone..realy dont wanna truble mom,dad,G or Shaz..its nt fair!!!
--Aps got a Doggie..hes shooooooo cutee..bt omg..mom was right..its nt easy having a dog..I HATE DOG SMELL :(
--Signed up fr an Adv Diploma In Business Mgmnt..gotta stdy :/
--SHopping tomorrw..yayee!!:)
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to be continued.....

Mistakes....

Some Mistakes they say need to be made..n yup i agree..even if making the mistake causes hurt,pain,sleeplessness-basically even if it sux..u gotta have made em to realise wats right and whats wrong for you..
And hey..its ok to tell urslf u made a mistake..n come to terms wid it..lifes to short to be dis harsh on urslf..
Here's my story...
I made a mistake..uhhmm lets just say i went to jimmy choos wid my 1st salary..yea..4 years later comp engg pays off!! so i had in hand to pick maybe just one shoe..now obviously i wudn wanna spend all 25 sthn garnd on shoes, right? or wud i? naaah..nt dat girly..
Now i went to jimmy choos fr the thrill of being able to buyin me sthn evry girl wishes she had and nt evey girl can afford to have..n dats wer i saw..THE AWESOME BLACK STILETTOS..
I think i almost skipped a beat..n went for the thrill..in the moment and tried em on..n woah..i imagined myself wearing em,flauting em,and yeah yeah the envy in every other girls' eyes...dreaming on while sexy stilettos were on!!

Ok now..I know me too well to know..i am more of a jeans n tee n a sneakers or flipflops person..yupp stilettos are hot and BABE n all..but..dats nt me..i liked those stilettos..bt wat i din realise is dat i liked the idea of wearin em more dan actually liking em..MISTAKE MADE!!see dats how it happens..the brain is supa confusin n confused at times..

Wen dis happens u do wat?? duh...remove the stilettos and put em back in dat shelf wer de belong..n let sum other girl have em..sum1 who prolly wanted em n liked em more dan the idea of liking em or wanting em..n u run outta jimmy choos n head to NIKE and go get those sneakers that u always have wanted jus never realised how badly u wanted it!!!:)

P.S- In my reality wer shoes r just used as a metaphor..NIKE seems to have stopped making those fave sneakers in my size any more :(

i think...

i think-
---------- cud b reachin to 'withdrawal symptoms"!
-----------dhoni rocks!
-----------albie shud get well soon!
-----------out dated not needed medication + sleeplessness + almost faintin in the gym=>get a grip!
-----------hav found an xcellent friend in Sid..
-----------evry dog as his day..sumtimes non-dogs have a day..sumtimes more dan jus a day!
-----------i truely feel disconnected!
-----------G is relli upset about sthn..ok dis1 i know!!bt wt i dont..its killin mee..arghh exms:( :(

-----------rains rock
-----------i shud quite writing hypothetical stories in my blog posts!
-----------mamta is supa duper lucky to b married to harish.hehe.he helpd me find myshoe:D
-----------i shudn trust ppl who'v been such bitches(guys n girls)
-----------i m a bigger bitch to trust em..yet again..
-----------J is 'awsum' to giv SS so bravely..*thumps up chicy*
-----------J is a darling inspite of who says wat--":@"
-----------dhoni rocks..oh wrote dat one!
-----------i m EMOTIONAL all of a sudden..MUMMMMAAA!
-----------dis blog is my new best frnd-it lets me blabber+ takes all my crap widout a grumble + sumhow always makes me feel lighter n better!!

What this? ? ? ?

The thousand butterflies in your tummy wen you feel his touch...
This moment of unexplainable security wen in his arms...
Letting the moment decide your actions-nothing planned..better dan imagined..
Dreams that seem so real..dat u wake up believing they happened..n den reality..is even better!
Then u doubting him..his actions..n he proving u wrong..n how!!
Then he showing u a side to him-so vulnerable..
Then he showing u his caring..without any fuss..
Then he being there..to make you feel strong..
Then he doing those lil stupidly cute things to make you smile..
You'll planning ur fantasies..which actually are picture perfect..
You cant get urslf to say the 100 thngs uv fallen for..
Then you'll holding hands in a super crowded place..n no1 noticing..
The looking for him..the waiting for him..the dreaming about him..the missing him..
Not wanting to tell any1 about this..coz afraid of jinxing it!
Not able to tell any1..coz de mite nt undrstnd..hw n y u r treading the old path to hurt..

and u hoping..................this time....der'l b no hurt like alwys!!!

Leaving behind.....

Four years- a journey..the finale..the end..a very heavy heart..masking the tears with the responsibilities..wishing-time freezes..or even better,rewinds!-to beginning..to the start..To the freshness..to the new phase..to the acquaintances..to the friends..to being lost and confused..to the first exam..to the first results..to the madness..to the first journal..to the first assignment..to the first submission..to the 1st drawing class..to the first workshop experience..to the first Fest..to the first rose day..to the freshers party..to the first Tday..to that cute senior..to those few who followed..to that glance...to the butterflies in the tummy..to the dates..to those crushes..to the excitement..to the friends..to laughing till can laugh no more..to the lectures which never seemed to end back them..to the practicals..to being clueless more often than usual..to pretending to code..to skipping a beat before walking in for a viva..to feeling pain together..to those tears..to those late night calls..to those million of them..to those endless messages..to those teachers..to the principal..to loving to hate them..to the watchman and the Id cards.............to an experience which never be forgotten!
Leaving it behind..a part of me..a part of my life..in those classrooms..in those labs..in those staircases..in those pages...in those people..in those MOMENTS:(

Moi "Plan"(more like stuff to do b4 27)

Wow i am like 12 days away from my 21st!! freaking 21!! un bloody believable stuff ya..Rach n Sid each made a 'Anu's 21st budday plan' today..too much fun..but u know what..for some reason i dont seemed dat kicked..sheessh..i know ppl think m behaving all too paakaoish ya..But..guess once i shop n get a tattoo(temporary 1 though:S) and d mani n pedi et all m sure il be kicked :) Ok since i am all for the organising n all n i soo love lists/plans..i thought id plan my life..yeah yeah its all too unpredictable..bt it sure wil be fun to look bak at dis sumday and giggle.. so here goes A.... 1)Become a Comp Engg...eh cool il be an Engg n 21 in this year..just realised:P 2)Work for atleast a year with accenture. 3)Go to the US..W O W !..studyyyyyy 4)Before that go to a counclr n find out d diffrnc between n MS-IS n MBA-IS 5)Buy a doggg!!! 6)Be in a proper committed relationship 7)Travel 8)Take a car..awsum music..n drive aimlessly 9)Get married..:):) 10)Rock at work...n actually enjoy it 11)say those 3 words :P12)Lose abt 10kgs 13)Learn Salsa n Jive to be continued....:)

Tired!!!

You know the feeling of being responsible for others' emotions?? Of feeling like the person who controls the moods of others..Yeah in a way it is sorta flattering..Yeah in a way it makes u feel special...really special..But just for those few moments..then it plain SUCKS!!!seriously...Kinda makes me feel like I am just here to please people and guard them from hurt..I mean WTF..I aint some Super duper beyatch n i dont particularly like to go about huting people..But,hey i like to live life my way..I like to wanna be able to talk to any friend i want whenever without thinking some ones feeling left out..I like to wanna do what i want without thinking of saving others of hurt..I like to wanna think of me sometimes too..
Lately it does seem like i am here to guard people from hurt..Its like i am deprived of my own choices..N that sure sucks for some one as outgoing and free as me..
If i slept off early,coz of which i dint pick your call...I have to deal wid the "y u ignoring me?" bullcrap!
If i wanted to spend quality time with a friend who was a lil upset...I have to deal with the "you dont care to say bye!!" nonsense!
If i wanted to stay home and study for a test instead of meeting up for coffee..I have to deal with the "you dont have time for me" drama!
If i am just off mood..for whatever reasons..sometimes nothing is wrong..sometimes its just the PMS n the hormones acting all weird n grumpy..I have to deal with other people getting blue coz i am..and i am made to be the one councelln instead of the reverse...
Dammm dammm pakao..
I feel tied down inspite of being single..
suxxx...m TIRED!!

A few lines about the real Meee!!!

1. When you tell me something, n i dont really have a reaction, it doesnt mean i believe or agree with you..sometimes i just dont see the point in reacting..or wait..m like tooo sleepy!!

2.When i walk away and choose not to talk about it, its not that i give in or agree with you, its that i find it totally useless to even argue with you or i dont wanna ruin the relationship or i m a disaster at emotional convos which honestly go no where!

3.when i get all frustrated and sorta disconnected, dont start the "anni, you've changed. you weren't like this ever. you were very nice. what happened to you huh?" along with a shocking disbelief look...owh c'mon...a person is bond to break down sometimes rite ? A nice person is allowed feelings(good bad or ugly) na??

4. There's a fine line between being hurt, and letting people hurt you. Glad to have redefined this line..makes me stronger:)n yup more in control..

5.Too close for comfort is scary scary scary!!

6.When people tell me they know me better than i know myself i feel like going 'ahahahahhahaa u r down right dumb..shhhaaapppp!!' in the face...but,courtesy prohibits ya:(

7.Although i think no person can be totally bad or totally nice..this one person i am convinced has nothing nice..sshheessshhh!

8.THE ONE has to be some one i can look up to,be myself with,someone who can handle me super maturely,not an emotional screwup and yes assertive(but lets me have my way too:))

9.Being a girl..mood swings are bound to happen..so stop aksing me a million times wats wrong.....n that line 'uv changed!!' use at ur own risk :)

10.I am a closet eater:P or wait i mite be becomin one!!

Bass Yuu Heinnn!!

Lately gotten myself into this semi-Hindi mode(that should explain the last two titles)..n yupp i am Loving it!! Well G thinks my hindi is bad and i am a drama queen..but i think he is mad and his hindi is nonsensical:)Soo kudos to meri hindi and Boooo to his!!:P

Lately I hate NNFS pracs and MOTI!!!! in one word they are plain TORTURE..Those stupid learning rules..Like i care man..how is it ever gonna help me in any freaking way..U know i think these lameass MU practicals have made me detest coding upto an extent..To give coding a chance-accenture is gonna be happening in a few months for a while atleast:)

Lately I love this song-summer wine by nancy sinatra!! haii meh mara java!! kyaa lyrics:) super super sexy music..makes me wanna sing along toh pucca..nt to mention do d sexy ballroom dance wid *ahem ahem*

Lately seems like someone has gifted me this box of patience..so it seems..Cool na??being a Typical arian thats a blessing in disguise:)I dont seem to care about stupid petty people and their even pettier issues..ITS MYYY LIFEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!(go bonJovi)

Lately I think i am letting myself experience things that have been blocked out for a long time now..eMoTiOnS..n its not too bad after all..pretty awesome actually...one step at a time:)

Kambakht Ishq!

Pondering over this situation in front of me..On one side m thrilled to see this friend of mine on cloud9 and all in love..And on the other,it sucks to see a friend in love with this same friend.. Among all the Hi-fives and the "I knew It!!!!" speeches i give,I cannot help but notice silent tears of another friend-a broken heart:(
dammn i hate seeing as much as being a part of these i like u bt u like xyz who likes abc who likes blaaaaah sequences..No fair man..No fair!!!

Nameless connection

This aint about some thing from a Computer Networks or Distributed Computing book(how i wish it were;))..This is in a way, is easier to many and harder to a few..I belong to the few:)..
Its not about the emotional shortcomings nor about the fear of trusting people nor about letting your guard down and give up the element of of control nor about allowing yourself to experience True love nor about letting your past mistakes freak you out nor about acknowledging your own emotions for a change..Or its probably about all of it or its all about running away-from love!!
This might make me sound like a moron for sure..But,il still say it..Its scary-this sense of belonging,this attachment,this closeness,the consequences..
Its scary but harder to stop myself from it.....................

No more TSEC..

A place that gives you so much-your degree( for starters),your first job,awesome friends, an infinite super huge bag full of memories-memories which u wouldn't wanna trade for anything else ever and a smile on your face when you just shut your eyes to reflect on them..That place is TSEC!

Heard Ashi and Vinoo talk about their TSEC days and it made no sense;the nostalgia and the emotion they spoke with!!Probably it wasn't supposed to make much sense back then when i was in school ,probably u gotta go through to know how it really feels.. But now I know why i was told-make the most of your TSEC days..This is the bestest place ever!! And i cannot agree any less:)

I feel like i am a part here-the faces,the rooms,the labs,the benches,the lounges,the teachers..they say when you stay in a place long enough you kinda become that place.And then,they also say that life has this knack of getting you out of your comfort zone every once in a while..And four years later i think its happening..One month later I am gonna be out of here.. No more lectures,no more practicals,no more journals,no more assignments,no more meeting those people everyday,no more grumbling when asked to show your Idcard at the gate,no more TSEC idcard no more the things i have cribbed about(strange,coz m prolly gonna miss them the most)...................No more TSEC!

Its all a waste

I take a step forward,conquering my fears and past...
And you take one backwards-scarring me for real!
I move an inch closer to the possibility of US..
And you walk off,coz of reasons so unreal..
I have imagined us together-
Holding hands,living our lives..It fits perfect!
Thought you were gonna be there in it and its forever..
But, now i see me lying here all alone instead..
When you said,You'd wait..
I thought it meant it was true..
Now,here i am cursing myself for hoping for and believing in 'Me and You'!
Its hard to speak of feelings..
Its something i need to learn to do..
But,the silence aint a cold shoulder..
Thought that you'd definitely figure!
I've made a few mistakes-wrong choices in my past..
Only to wish i had the courage to tell you that long before this day..
Was naive not to know your value..
How could i nt know..Ive loved you longer than today!

And i write..

And i write..dunno wat i wanna say..why i wanna..well ders loads going on in my lil brain right now..a lot..colg,family,frnds,activities take up most of my time and keep my mind busy..giving me not too much time to live in the cave..thank God fr DAT tho.its hard to be blank when people who care are around and one thing i wouldnt wanna do is make my mess public ya...so i'd rather just write about it...but still..it seems like ders a void...m around people and talking just fine and laughing and involved wid stuff..but theres something missing!! or..atleast sure seems dat way..wherever i go,i am trying 2 fill that void..its like..m looking fr something een i dunno wt..funny n absurd it sure may sound..but its true..

always been of d belief dat its ok to let urslf feel..feel emotions..weder good or bad or sad or happy or nethn..its ok! as a human bein..we r all allowd emotions...so i tell others..but...do i practise wt i preach??hmm.. .....doubtful..

Ok U know ders like a wall..well not really a wall physically and all..but metaphorically ders a wall..n i hav made dis wall..n nt too many ppl know about the wall..so basically the purpose of building the wall was to guard..guard from getting hurt..so much so that no1 is allowed to get past the wall,coz don't wanna risk getting hurt..i know its dumb n all..but after you've been hurt,lost trust,felt awful,made mistakes n all..something needs to be done..so there is a wall..n i know its not freakin fair..coz not evry1 is around to hurt d world..but its hard fr me 2 let my guard off u know..d wall makes me feel in control..makes me feel no one can harm or hurt me..but..on d flipside..iv shut myself in a way,which prolly makes me seem emotionally stunted n disconnctd n unable to be free..n yea i know it prolly hurts ppl too,coz de feel betrayed n hurt n bad dat i behave disconnected..but theres a wall..the wall..god knows if it'l be broken down..

Irony na..it was built to protect frm hurt..but its seemingly doing just d opposite..

A bunch of morons

Yeah a bunch of morons..perfect description..n i give a rats ass about being poliete or politically correct or watchful..its my freaking BLOG where m gonna write what i wanna about who i wanna and how i wanna..n it aint any random fools business to question on me on dis or nethn about it..well question if u want..i aint compel to bark back...

Evidently, i am angry..very angry..its not dat i already dont have ENOUGH on my head..mahn i do..n yeah i hate self pity and makin my probs public 2 mankind..i dreaded colg today beyond imagination..coz it meant facing sumthn i had been avoidin since atleast 2 months..yea i faced it and all and i shud b happy i conquered my fears and hoopla..but..reality still bites!! it sucks..its not freakin fair..i cant decide whether i am angry or sad..wheder i miss him or weder i wanna hug him and sob..soo yeah i am messed up..i admit it! and den to add to my woes..ppl who hav no business intruding,start bothering about my blogs and blame me fr their brittle frndshps breakin..how r u kiddin mahn??

And den..wen i just rather be wid my girl pals..der'l be morons who cant control their infactuations and insist on goin out fr lunch..when i care a damm about food..swallowin my tears is making me wanna puke..i DONT care about d food!!!!!!!!!and den de wanna feel bad and offended fr bein turned..guys can be soo brainless man..but..still..m never gonna be that girl who leads ppl on just to have fun or just fr some entertainment wen shes on a break and needs support and den treats em as no1 when her knight in shining armour is bak frm a hiatus of doin god knws wat..sheeesshh!!!

And den..i feel drained..of my emotions of my senses! and den i look back a few years and regret not having the nerve to admit my feelings fr such a dear frnd..simply coz i have commitment issues!and left him hurt..not to mention scarring myslf in d process as well

so yeah i am angry..and ders no1 i wanna talk about dis too..oder dan my blog..my space..wid d guarantee dat no1s readin..

dis one is certainly NOT FOR PEEPS!!

The Primary Link

Well whoever knows me would definitely agree that i am indeed a 'primary link' believer.. Gosh! people can be soo idiotic and mistaken 'primary link' syndrome to be arrogance,introvertism or whatever..But i still choose to believe that a friend's friend doesn't make you my friend..In the same way a friend's boyfriend/girlfriend/sibling etc doesnt make that person my bf/gf/sibling/etc..it simply makes you my friends "-----"(whatever relation fits)..fair enough,right??

Basically the primary link syndrome is about keeping in mind the primary link,not going about establishing relationships with the "---"(they form the secondary link)..I know a few people who simply don't get this..Or well,lets not be too harsh on them,maybe they are just "secondary link" kinda people you see..I knw someone who literally got soo close to her best friend's boyfriend only to land up loosin the bestfriend(duhhh!!!) and also they boyfriend(JERK!!)...I knw someone who is the bestfriend to one of my friends and invaribly when i share something wid dat friend of mine(like m on top of d world or down in d dumps) this bestfriend suddenly pops outta no where to ask me how i am doing and long time no see kinda blah...Do people even expect a reply to such questions??

Ok, so your bestfriend chooses to confide in you bout one of thier friends doesn mean you put on the 'ohhhhh i really care about you too..' pretence...eeww!!Its not that i resent concern and all..Not at all..but its just kinda weird when its not appropriate..or rather not from an appropriate source!! If i am down in the dumps and crying and low or kicked about something and high and celebrating why the hell would i wanna share explicit details wid anyone and evryone? infact, why would any one wanna??

Since m on this topic,i had to write abt some1 i knw who added me as a friend on orkut jus coz she saw me in her ex-boyfriends scrapbook!lol..
secondary link syndrome + insecurity==HOWLARIOUS!!

Dammnn!!

Would i be a called a chor and unoriginal if i recite a line from the saif ali khan's airtel commercial..."i miss you soo much...it hurts"..Ok,b4 i get into drama-queen mode(whch aint too safe to write on a blog..ppl gossip u knw) and before i get to be called a chor(and this doesnt matter as such) il get to the point..well yea i do miss you and yeah it hurts and all(buttt..you'd NEVER know)..but its nt all 'awara pagal deewana'ish haan..

yea its prolly dam dumb of me and not soo practical to miss you anymore...but...i just happened to read some stuff which couldn help but get me all blue...wat de hell has happened?? sometimes it feels right..sometimes wrong..sometimes m proud of my decison..sometimes i dunno neth at all..sometimes i am yet soo angry..sometimes i miss my frnd..sometimes i forgive and sometimes i really cant forget anything at all..sometimes i wanna talk and sometimes its better to look right through you..sometimes i remember and sometimes i wish i never knew you..eesshh!!

p.s-
1.anyone who doesn knw why and for whom dis is writtn..kindly DONT ASK!!
2.A few bear hugs or 3 large vodkas or 3-4 hours of shopping or 1 super awesome DUTCH TRUFFLE cake needed bigggggggg time !!

My pot of gold

I was just browsing through one of my cupboard shelves which hadn been touched in ages(courtesy pile of clothes, which i am too lazy too clear up!!!) and i came across a PIGGY bank..it said.."I am ur pot of gold"..indeed it was...no not coz of its weight and soooo many coins..but..of the memories it brought back..memories,which needed to be rekindled:) I found dis piggy bank which gunjan had gifted me..n it had a tag which also i had kept safely in the pot of gold(yesh sentimental n all ..childhood problem as u can see :) )..n it said.."Happy B'day Anu..just one more year to enter your teens..keep counting.." Always landed up being the youngest in all the groups..i still remember the whole TEENAGE hoopla..shaz,gunjan,nuts had all turned 13 before me..n i remember feeln like d odd one out :( ok hang on..m talkin stuff dat happend..some 8-9 years ago!!!!! woah...but it still seems soo fresh and new..damm..too many memories 2 een attempt 2 pen...nostalgia has jus taken over!!i found my pot of gold fr the day and a lil longer:) P.S..SANG group rocked..i still remember the freakin song and d drill...lol:)!

A love story...

Once upon a time,there was a boy...OMG this is starting to sound like some ancient tale..but who cares,m allowed too act all "authorish"(dat cud b a word sumday !!!) once in a while k...

So here it goes...
Once upon a time there was a boy..well 20 somethings aint really a boy..but as old fancy english wud say..der was a lad..just like any other person his age..he was full of hope and ambition. Just having completed his graduation,he was all set to embark on a DREAM job,like they called it those days..He was to go to Dubai and work on the ship..A few decades ago,that was really considered a "ClaSSy" job to have...So there he was..this young lad,with his to be perfect life and everything seemd just about right!!

Well...But life..aint like a computer program..the statements u write may not always get excuted..Thank God fr that though:)

Coming back to the lad,so the lad decided to work for a while before getting started on the job..Just for some experience(dont even get me strtd on "work-ex" requirements..arrggghhh).And he thought it would also be cool to help out his father wid his work at the same time..so he joined the fmaily business for a lil while..

He was in the Sales department..with 2 other people..One a 30 something married lady who got panic attacks and the other woman a 20 something super neat(neatness freak!!) who managed to annoy him all the time for some reason..Our poor little guy dint knw wat he had gotten into..n wished for the day he could go to DUBAI!!!!

Time passed..Hyper lady and neat lady and the dude became friends..and the dude got neater in his work wid wid d neat lady's influence..and some how he dint get too annoyed by her as before..But,yeah the angry young dude certainly got annoyed when the neat lady joked,laughed wid another colleague.. ahem ahem!! i wonder why!!!and time went by...this wayy

Then came the time for dubai(oopss almost forgot about that)..The thing the dude wanted all along..apparently he dint want any more..he dint wanna leave the neat lady..(oyyee b4 u think its filmy n etc..lemme remind u hindi love stories are ridiculous and DIS AINNNTTTTT!!) He realised he wantd the neat lady more than dubai..more dan sum stupid ship job..wow!!!

The most obvious and smartest thing to do would be to tell the neat lady right??So the dude decided to do just that..But he just den learned dat d neat lady was QUITTING THE JOB!! damm..d poor dude was heartbroken...he decided to tell her anyways..n she said YES!! n den de dated..n finallie overcame hurdles..and got married and lived happily ever after...
and 20 something years later the dude is still so glad he dint go 2 dubai right away..coz da neat lady was, is and always will be farr more PRECIOUS than any job:):)..awwwwwww!!

Moral of the story-everything happens for a reason...an awesome reason..its just a matter of time!!

The MYTH about----"Gossip"!!

Well we've all heard it..agree or not,its a MYTH our soo called society just loves to admit--"Girls love to gossip"..Now i really aint here to prove the world wrong..or fight for women rights n all that jazz..i am just here to voice my opinion on this MYTH..the reason i call it a myth,is mind you,not coz of the MYTH word..but its coz of the "Girls"..well,it shud rightly be..PEOPLE GOSSIP!(that includes men& women)

I dunno if its an ego thing for the guys or sumthn they are prolly 'shy' or 'embarassed' or God alone knows what for them..but yeah hell GUYS gossip too..To all the guys who like to "BELIEVE" otherwise and term their gossiping sessions as "general discussions"(BULLSHIT!!)..seriously..admittin u do njoy gossip(jus like most humans do) aint gonna make u less of a man..although..ahemm.. choosin to play the denial game..wont help you score either..

So once again i'd wanna re-iterate that by no chance m i a feminist or sthn..its just that i do happen to have more guy frnds dan gurls(bloody engg is damm right responsible) and this jus happens to be my observation over not just over 4 years..bt over time..Guys,like girls do,TALK.. talk about other guys,girls,this,that,shes a bitch,shes a slut,he's an ass,she's hot(more on dat u knw),they broke up,here somethings cooking,heres a secret i wasn supposd to tell,he's a *&^%$...etc etc u knw..
Now what i am wonderin is why all this is termed as GOSSIP wen its between spoken about by girls and a so called DISCUSSION wen guys talk about it all..Which place on earth has GDs on these HOT topics and i dun knw of ???Funny species these ppl from Mars are !!!

The probable reason why guys claim they dont gossip is mainly coz they happen to do it lil more subtly unlike the fairer sex who wud love to chitter chatter in say the elavator,over the fone,during a lecture(blame the nonsensical teachers for this one),in the coffee shop,during practicals(blame the syllabus for this one)..basically anywhere..basically NOT UNDER WRAPS like the boys prefer to..

Seriously...I wish men wud jus grow up and get to admittin it man..whats the freakin harm?? After all, Researchers say that a little bit of gossip is healthy. It's what keeps the culture going, greasing the social machinery. So maybe you don’t have to feel guilty after all. And stop blaming it to be a GIRL ACTIVITY or sumthn man...After all,“It’s a social skill, not a character flaw,” says Frank McAndrew a professor of psychology at Knox College in Galesburg, Ill. “It’s only when you don’t do it well that you get into trouble.” :)

MY WISHBOARD!!!

Everyone needs to make atleast one of these... :) !

"Everything happens for a reason",really??

Well well well my 1st post fr '09 and i intend to begin it with some optimism,so what if in rhetoric sense?? I was jus wonderin(read:thinking,thinking and thinking soo much dat it consumed me n i cud think no more..[drama queen? u bet i am!]) abt dis whole concept of "everything happens for a reason"? So i wanna knw weder dis is actuallie true?? or weder as human beings we are jus programmed to cling on to sum ounce of hope??n wen we dont find dat hope..do we create it fr urselves??

So reflecting back at d past few months..i think..its true..but when the practical reasoning side takes over, i argue..Well sinc i finallie wanna make my mind on it..its time fr some analysis(uff i hate dat word after readin it sum 1000000 times stdyn software engg..but nono not dat analysis)

Is it right to say everything happens for a reason, when you part ways with some one only to realise hw indeed blessed you were to go this other way?? How indeed negative and made up was the true face behind d farce??(nautanki kahin kaa..sheesh!!)

Is it right to say everything happens for a reason, when you've spent nights and days not knowing what is it that what you really want, only to realise that wen u get ur answers its like the misplaced piece of a puzzle put in its spot??

Is it right to say everything happens for a reason, when you are left alone to fight your way through a mess,negativeness,madness;only to discover that you are smarter,wiser and stronger than you imagined??

Is it right to say everything happens for a reason, when people you know cheat.. only to get cheated themselves one fine day??[In this case,,evry bitch has her day:)..*evil grin* ]

Is it right to say everything happens for a reason, when one out of four sectional cutoffs aint cleard by mere 2 marks??[ damn u morons!!]

Is it right to say everything happens for a reason, when you meet some one..totally out of the blue..jlt...n ders a thing which cant be explained and defined??...(hypothetically u knw :))

Well even the Incredulous optimist cant help but agree..Duhh!! Stuff happens fr a reason..awsum reasons..jus dat d reasons aint too obvious at the start...

---My alternate career option is Philosophy :P !! or sumthng dat'l pay me fr all my AWSUM gyaan :) !

Loved the pic below..confess to have churaod it from d net..brilliant stuff !