Yeah a bunch of morons..perfect description..n i give a rats ass about being poliete or politically correct or watchful..its my freaking BLOG where m gonna write what i wanna about who i wanna and how i wanna..n it aint any random fools business to question on me on dis or nethn about it..well question if u want..i aint compel to bark back...
Evidently, i am angry..very angry..its not dat i already dont have ENOUGH on my head..mahn i do..n yeah i hate self pity and makin my probs public 2 mankind..i dreaded colg today beyond imagination..coz it meant facing sumthn i had been avoidin since atleast 2 months..yea i faced it and all and i shud b happy i conquered my fears and hoopla..but..reality still bites!! it sucks..its not freakin fair..i cant decide whether i am angry or sad..wheder i miss him or weder i wanna hug him and sob..soo yeah i am messed up..i admit it! and den to add to my woes..ppl who hav no business intruding,start bothering about my blogs and blame me fr their brittle frndshps breakin..how r u kiddin mahn??
And den..wen i just rather be wid my girl pals..der'l be morons who cant control their infactuations and insist on goin out fr lunch..when i care a damm about food..swallowin my tears is making me wanna puke..i DONT care about d food!!!!!!!!!and den de wanna feel bad and offended fr bein turned..guys can be soo brainless man..but..still..m never gonna be that girl who leads ppl on just to have fun or just fr some entertainment wen shes on a break and needs support and den treats em as no1 when her knight in shining armour is bak frm a hiatus of doin god knws wat..sheeesshh!!!
And den..i feel drained..of my emotions of my senses! and den i look back a few years and regret not having the nerve to admit my feelings fr such a dear frnd..simply coz i have commitment issues!and left him hurt..not to mention scarring myslf in d process as well
so yeah i am angry..and ders no1 i wanna talk about dis too..oder dan my blog..my space..wid d guarantee dat no1s readin..
dis one is certainly NOT FOR PEEPS!!
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