Oh my i feel so much more alive inspite of prolly sleepn abt 7hrs in 2days .. dun wid 2 consecutive exams n jus d thot dat today was d LAST EXAM of 2008:) yipee!! givin exams is like a part of my life or sumthn ya,,dam pakao!! waitn fr it 2 pay off sumday...soon m guessn:)
Its 29th december!! 2days fr 2008 to end..i remember like a year ago..i knew a few ppl who relli went insane thinkin 2008 aint auspicious n all..coz of '8' or sumthn..i mean cummmmoon..dont ruin it b4 its startd man! like de say its all in d head..in dis case it was all in their heads!!!!
On retrospect,i liked d year..1stly coz it FOR SURE made me a degree or two smarter!! n taught me sooo much more abt me..thngs dat i din knw in20yrs--dat i am much MORE patient dan i think i am..dat if i can care a LOT i can also NOT CARE at all..dat der aint a substitute fr hardwork..dat its OK nt 2 knw at d strt wt u want-ul get ur answers wen d times right(AJ was right on dis1)..dat WEIRD ppl exist n de may out number d sane,kickass ones..bt de aint worth d time n effort...dat sumtimes d best reaction is to say nothing at all..dat i can multitask!!...Loadsa thngs dat i cud think abt..but..sum thngs better off in my lil brain..
Apart frm d serious stuff..FUNN TIMES TOOOOOOOO!! hw can i possibly frgt GOA..ohh my..one hellova trip dat was..discovrd a nt so sane side of sooo many ppl n hey myslf too..1word-RIO!! says it all..thnk HEAVENS aak was on dat trip too..train convos..rofl!.ders sumthn abt d air in GOA..dats d onli thngs dat cud explain thngs abt dat trip i guess..bt one experience it sure was:) den d results n d placements n weddings n being senior most in colg(actuallie din quite like dis1) n makin new frnds n IMS who ensured i had noo free time on my hands at all n TOM n JERRY(nt d cartoon:P)!!too so much more.........So many ppl id wanna thank fr makin '08 d year it was...n an experience all in all!
M soo eagerly waitn fr d next one..wanna knw wats in store:) wat story destiny unfolds..who? wat?wer?why?? how?? i wish fr '09 sanity,safety,success and love fr evry1!!
ok ok time fr a nice long fone chat...byeeeee fr nowww!!!!!gniite
Monday, December 29, 2008
Thursday, December 25, 2008
How much is too much??
As humans , the most intellectual beings(so they call us) and not to forget supposedly the most social(puppies r more social dan us ya!!) we r gifted(perhaps?) wid the art of judgement..Not getting into d details of this "art" right now, coz its a never endin tale..I must admit i am intrigued by this concept of How much is too much??
We all draw lines fr ourselves in the form of boundaries, restrictions..in short we draw lines.. whthr or not we realise, evry single one of us does it..sumtimes conciously..sumtimes by mere instinct! .. But i was jus wonderin off late, wat makes us decide on these lines?? How do we know wen its too much?? How do we knw whether its a risk or whether a safe bet wid absolute no inclination to wat d future holds?? here are some quests to whch answers may or nt even exist..n sinc i loveee askin questns..my list goes on..
1.How much of nagging is too much??(wen it gets obssessive n all een if nt too much dam rght scary!!)
2.How much of stdyn is too much??(stdyn till 30 is k na:P )
3.How much of mush is too much??
4.How much of anger is too much??
5.How much of tolerance is too much??
6.How much of flirtn is too much??
7.How much of sleepin is too much??
8.How much of waiting is too much??(5yrsssssssss!!pheww!!!)
9.How much of nt showin emotions is too much??...dis one prolly wudn like 2 b told d ans:)
10.How much of trustn is too much?? (sum ppl neva learn!!)
11.How much of being ond fone is too much??(pls dont say less dan 4hrs at a stretch)
12.How much of Thinking is too much??ahahahahhaa!!!
13.How much of IP is too much??...far frm reachn dis state..dammn gtg bak 2 it....
these 13 fr now...m sure many more 2 add...
We all draw lines fr ourselves in the form of boundaries, restrictions..in short we draw lines.. whthr or not we realise, evry single one of us does it..sumtimes conciously..sumtimes by mere instinct! .. But i was jus wonderin off late, wat makes us decide on these lines?? How do we know wen its too much?? How do we knw whether its a risk or whether a safe bet wid absolute no inclination to wat d future holds?? here are some quests to whch answers may or nt even exist..n sinc i loveee askin questns..my list goes on..
1.How much of nagging is too much??(wen it gets obssessive n all een if nt too much dam rght scary!!)
2.How much of stdyn is too much??(stdyn till 30 is k na:P )
3.How much of mush is too much??
4.How much of anger is too much??
5.How much of tolerance is too much??
6.How much of flirtn is too much??
7.How much of sleepin is too much??
8.How much of waiting is too much??(5yrsssssssss!!pheww!!!)
9.How much of nt showin emotions is too much??...dis one prolly wudn like 2 b told d ans:)
10.How much of trustn is too much?? (sum ppl neva learn!!)
11.How much of being ond fone is too much??(pls dont say less dan 4hrs at a stretch)
12.How much of Thinking is too much??ahahahahhaa!!!
13.How much of IP is too much??...far frm reachn dis state..dammn gtg bak 2 it....
these 13 fr now...m sure many more 2 add...
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
I believe...................
Philosopher??Preacher??Scholar??Naah..not me..not as yet,perhaps;)
But there are a few things that i can say i totally totally believe in..They say your thoughts define YOU..To some extent mayb dats een true..Heres a list of wht 'I believe'..just penning it to remind me when I land up in one of those not so nice moods :)
I believe.........
-That God was so so perfect in choosing our family for us..coz goin by our(i mean my) messed up choices(at times) i'd prolly wudn hav done half as gr8 the job :)
-That ppl come into ur life fr mayb a reason or a season..n a select few..last fr a lifetime..(read dis1 in a mail... its sooooooooooooooo true)
-That evry1 has an opinion..in its their right to have it..one just needs to learn to filter the not so important ones:)
-That grades are over-rated( cannot believe i wrote it though:P )
-That sectional cut offs are a cruel joke coupled wid reservations its plain sadistic :(
-That 4 years of engineering are a different experience altogether..worth it :)
-That people need their own space..K i dunno abt evry1..Yea hell i do!!
-That the real test of friendship is wen ppl stop dancin to each others tunes..(try it..its works)
-That anger management shud be taught in schools!! soo many ppl need it these days..
-That u can actually feel butterflies in you tummy wen u r talkn to that special sum1..lookin at them...n evrythng around is soo insignificant..STOP THINKIN ITS TOO FILMY!! its a pity if its not experienced :P
-That u can ACTUALLY fall for sum1..not see them for days..months...and nuin changes...and still that 1 call,1 msg frm dem can keep u smilin all day long:)
-That Greys Anatomy is a FAB serial..one of its kind!!
-That ppl certainly dont have the right to be reckless wid ppls hearts..i mean,der can be no explanation for it!! n wen ppl giv lameass reasons justifyng their BIMBO attitude, no point buying it..the fake Blonde, 'i am so helpless', or een the 'i am UBER cool' atti is sad sad saaaaaaaaaaaaaad beyond a point!!!
-That loving urself is brilliant..bt wen its vain..its worth some pity :)
-That Dash(my dog) nt jus listened, but also understood all my stories:)..misssss ya dashiie:(
-That terrorists CANNOT simply CANNOT belong to any faith!!
-That wen u wish sum thng hard enuf,it works..(THE SECRET is a book dat can change ur life!)
-That een the best of us make mistakes..But wat matters is how u face and what you learn from that mistake!
-That Karma works in its own ways..
-That THE ONE will defintly be given THE ROCKET sumtime soon:)
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and this shall continue........as and wen...
But there are a few things that i can say i totally totally believe in..They say your thoughts define YOU..To some extent mayb dats een true..Heres a list of wht 'I believe'..just penning it to remind me when I land up in one of those not so nice moods :)
I believe.........
-That God was so so perfect in choosing our family for us..coz goin by our(i mean my) messed up choices(at times) i'd prolly wudn hav done half as gr8 the job :)
-That ppl come into ur life fr mayb a reason or a season..n a select few..last fr a lifetime..(read dis1 in a mail... its sooooooooooooooo true)
-That evry1 has an opinion..in its their right to have it..one just needs to learn to filter the not so important ones:)
-That grades are over-rated( cannot believe i wrote it though:P )
-That sectional cut offs are a cruel joke coupled wid reservations its plain sadistic :(
-That 4 years of engineering are a different experience altogether..worth it :)
-That people need their own space..K i dunno abt evry1..Yea hell i do!!
-That the real test of friendship is wen ppl stop dancin to each others tunes..(try it..its works)
-That anger management shud be taught in schools!! soo many ppl need it these days..
-That u can actually feel butterflies in you tummy wen u r talkn to that special sum1..lookin at them...n evrythng around is soo insignificant..STOP THINKIN ITS TOO FILMY!! its a pity if its not experienced :P
-That u can ACTUALLY fall for sum1..not see them for days..months...and nuin changes...and still that 1 call,1 msg frm dem can keep u smilin all day long:)
-That Greys Anatomy is a FAB serial..one of its kind!!
-That ppl certainly dont have the right to be reckless wid ppls hearts..i mean,der can be no explanation for it!! n wen ppl giv lameass reasons justifyng their BIMBO attitude, no point buying it..the fake Blonde, 'i am so helpless', or een the 'i am UBER cool' atti is sad sad saaaaaaaaaaaaaad beyond a point!!!
-That loving urself is brilliant..bt wen its vain..its worth some pity :)
-That Dash(my dog) nt jus listened, but also understood all my stories:)..misssss ya dashiie:(
-That terrorists CANNOT simply CANNOT belong to any faith!!
-That wen u wish sum thng hard enuf,it works..(THE SECRET is a book dat can change ur life!)
-That een the best of us make mistakes..But wat matters is how u face and what you learn from that mistake!
-That Karma works in its own ways..
-That THE ONE will defintly be given THE ROCKET sumtime soon:)
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and this shall continue........as and wen...
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
Girlfriends!!
Who is the moron who wrote the well kwn cliche-No two girls can ever be frnds!!
i mean if 2 girls cant be awsum frnds,trust me no1 can..dont mean to sound gender biased n all..bt its DAMN RIGHT TRUE!!
So I'l be nice to the moron n help modify the cliche.."Two non-INSECURE(i knw d opposite of insecure is secure..bt fr d effect) girls can always be the best of friends"..I dont get y ppl wud wanna waste their time being insecure..wen u rather invest it sumtn constructive :)
eg- girl talk:P
So i was saying...I cant even go on to explain hw pathetic n messed up life wuda been widout my girls..i mean SERIOUSLY!!! who wud be the sister u never had,lissin to all ur anti-guy stories(yea der r times wen guys cud b ridiculous),the whole 'awwww hes sooo cuteeeeeee' drama,help u decide between the black dress or the blue skirt,call to check if ethns fine on a date n whether you need a fake emergency call,take your side no matter who u r up against,convince ur parents u r in safe hands, go junk jewellery shopping,giggle wid u fr no apparent reason,remember all ur crushes till date,try bein nice to ur frnds even if they r a disaster(ROFL),or take you out for a nice pampering lunch or buy you chocolates wen u not in the mood just to see you smile(well this ones applicable to a few nice guys too:D..6floors n bak in less dan wt 3mins?m still wondering!HOWWWWW! )??? to cut it short..sum1 who'l be ur girlfriend till you find THE boyfrnd...and even beyond(Jyo the line was apt,sorry i stole it :D )
For more on understanding this awsum relationship i recommend watchn Sex and the City every night 12am on Zee Cafe:P... evry1 may nt have a Samantha or Miranda in their life..bt hey thats d diffrnce between fiction n reality na!! sumtimes a Carrie or Charlette is more than just enough...
P.S- this ones fr you Jyo :) !! N its purple :P !
i mean if 2 girls cant be awsum frnds,trust me no1 can..dont mean to sound gender biased n all..bt its DAMN RIGHT TRUE!!
So I'l be nice to the moron n help modify the cliche.."Two non-INSECURE(i knw d opposite of insecure is secure..bt fr d effect) girls can always be the best of friends"..I dont get y ppl wud wanna waste their time being insecure..wen u rather invest it sumtn constructive :)
eg- girl talk:P
So i was saying...I cant even go on to explain hw pathetic n messed up life wuda been widout my girls..i mean SERIOUSLY!!! who wud be the sister u never had,lissin to all ur anti-guy stories(yea der r times wen guys cud b ridiculous),the whole 'awwww hes sooo cuteeeeeee' drama,help u decide between the black dress or the blue skirt,call to check if ethns fine on a date n whether you need a fake emergency call,take your side no matter who u r up against,convince ur parents u r in safe hands, go junk jewellery shopping,giggle wid u fr no apparent reason,remember all ur crushes till date,try bein nice to ur frnds even if they r a disaster(ROFL),or take you out for a nice pampering lunch or buy you chocolates wen u not in the mood just to see you smile(well this ones applicable to a few nice guys too:D..6floors n bak in less dan wt 3mins?m still wondering!HOWWWWW! )??? to cut it short..sum1 who'l be ur girlfriend till you find THE boyfrnd...and even beyond(Jyo the line was apt,sorry i stole it :D )
For more on understanding this awsum relationship i recommend watchn Sex and the City every night 12am on Zee Cafe:P... evry1 may nt have a Samantha or Miranda in their life..bt hey thats d diffrnce between fiction n reality na!! sumtimes a Carrie or Charlette is more than just enough...
P.S- this ones fr you Jyo :) !! N its purple :P !
Monday, December 8, 2008
wats this thing wid dreams??
As absurd as this sounds..but i have come to this conclusion..wen u sleep wid a sheet of higher level mathematics viz, limits,calculus etc under ur pillow..u have the most awesomest(i knw dat aint a word,bt fr d exaggeration) dreams...As in Seriously!!!!!!
Well i have been up of late reading thru this booklet called Higher Level maths and somehow landup dozin off doin so..one shudn be mistaken in assumin i dislike maths or i am non sincere..uhhh..actuallie i reallie dont care abt d assumptions:D..bt yea.. i have been waking up wid d brightest smile on my smile..unlike me..coz m sooooooo nt a mornin prsn...Its kinda freaky wen u dream sumthn which seems soo real that its takes a while to realise it dint really happen..n u soo wanna go back to dat dream..coz well life was perfect..bliss :)
well some theories say,dreams reflect ur subconcious,sum say de reflect ur thoughts before you just fell asleep, or your state of mind... i dunno wat n hw far de r true..coz sumtimes u land up dreamin totaliie absurd,unthought of stuff which seemd brilliant..n u wonder y d hell it never struck u b4 :P ...
well my theory goes- ur dreams are a way in which ur self tells u ur innermost desires..things u may want..bt never realised..they have a message.. a direction,maybe??
To some this might seem rather ansurd n non-sensical..But hey..You need to dream to believe:)
P.s-higher level maths rocks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ;)
Well i have been up of late reading thru this booklet called Higher Level maths and somehow landup dozin off doin so..one shudn be mistaken in assumin i dislike maths or i am non sincere..uhhh..actuallie i reallie dont care abt d assumptions:D..bt yea.. i have been waking up wid d brightest smile on my smile..unlike me..coz m sooooooo nt a mornin prsn...Its kinda freaky wen u dream sumthn which seems soo real that its takes a while to realise it dint really happen..n u soo wanna go back to dat dream..coz well life was perfect..bliss :)
well some theories say,dreams reflect ur subconcious,sum say de reflect ur thoughts before you just fell asleep, or your state of mind... i dunno wat n hw far de r true..coz sumtimes u land up dreamin totaliie absurd,unthought of stuff which seemd brilliant..n u wonder y d hell it never struck u b4 :P ...
well my theory goes- ur dreams are a way in which ur self tells u ur innermost desires..things u may want..bt never realised..they have a message.. a direction,maybe??
To some this might seem rather ansurd n non-sensical..But hey..You need to dream to believe:)
P.s-higher level maths rocks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ;)
Thursday, December 4, 2008
So i was wondering...
Okie here's a story of a girl..and since its my story..i get to name her wat i like:)...say Kiara.. So Kiara had this friend..Arhaan..They were just like any ordinary 18-19 yr olds..Some called them best friends..some suspected they were more than that..some were just plain jealous..newys bt opinions just din bother Kiara and Arhaan coz de knew wat de had was beyond rumors, and most importantly beyond a definition.. They spent day-in and day-out wid each oder..if nt in prsn..den over d fone.sms..etc..talking abt same thngs,new thngs,sensical/nonsensical thngs..in short..everything!!!
Kiara and Arhaan had seen each other thru awsum days, depressin days, success,failure etc..they knew each oder inside out..to say d least.. Sounds picture perfect, doesnt it??
But then reality n picture perfect??Nahhhhh!!
Time went by, days went by, crap happened, they fought,they yelled,they cried..they in a sense parted ways...Differences grew soo much that it cudn seem 2 b sorted..resentment??regret??hope??despair??..wait i forgot the most imprtnt one ..EGO??
N today..Kiara and Arhaan are friends again.after years..after a hiatus..bt no way comparable to wt de wer..its different now..gud different or bad different? that de only wud knw..
Dunno abt Arhaan..But Kiara surely misses her once upon a time best friend..n for her its nt really gud different..
P.S-Y did d 3letter demon "EGO" mess up d awsum stuff?? y does it always mess up d awsum stuff??
Kiara and Arhaan had seen each other thru awsum days, depressin days, success,failure etc..they knew each oder inside out..to say d least.. Sounds picture perfect, doesnt it??
But then reality n picture perfect??Nahhhhh!!
Time went by, days went by, crap happened, they fought,they yelled,they cried..they in a sense parted ways...Differences grew soo much that it cudn seem 2 b sorted..resentment??regret??hope??despair??..wait i forgot the most imprtnt one ..EGO??
N today..Kiara and Arhaan are friends again.after years..after a hiatus..bt no way comparable to wt de wer..its different now..gud different or bad different? that de only wud knw..
Dunno abt Arhaan..But Kiara surely misses her once upon a time best friend..n for her its nt really gud different..
P.S-Y did d 3letter demon "EGO" mess up d awsum stuff?? y does it always mess up d awsum stuff??
Ramblings..in the recent past
Had penned this sumtime bak.."Ramblings".. of thoughts, realisations..of my lil brain "thinking":D
There are times when you can feel so insignificant, so small, so alone!! And in these times you realise no one absolutely no one can u get you out of the dumps. A helping hand, a hug, a smile could help..perhaps temporarily. But eventually it boils down to just you. You need to embrace yourself..You need to move on.. You need to be your own best friend.Its in moment like these when you emerge a winner, you do you realise all the strength that lies deep within you and which you never knew was there in the first place..You realise your worth!!
To begin with...
Well..My First proper Blog and indeed excited I am.. For some reason all "First times" do have this unique thrill associated wid them.. Like the first best friend(Shazzz:)), first day at school, first day at college,the first fight(with sum1 special),first time you lost a loved one, first date, first time you got your heart broken into teeny tiny pieces(ouuch),first time you fell in love,first time you failed a test(geeky me had to come in) first blah blah..this list would certainly take a while:).. but yeah its on the agenda to make this list sumtime soon.
Well the reason why i am saying this..is how much ever i deny..i am this sentimental, kinda analytical,crazy(i am told dat atleast twice daily), emotional child at heart(they call it The Arian mentality..Astro rocks)..ohh and just dont show it very too often..and since i dont..this blog is about just dat...me..my life..unsaid thoughts..and more:)
Well the reason why i am saying this..is how much ever i deny..i am this sentimental, kinda analytical,crazy(i am told dat atleast twice daily), emotional child at heart(they call it The Arian mentality..Astro rocks)..ohh and just dont show it very too often..and since i dont..this blog is about just dat...me..my life..unsaid thoughts..and more:)
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