A bunch of morons

Yeah a bunch of morons..perfect description..n i give a rats ass about being poliete or politically correct or watchful..its my freaking BLOG where m gonna write what i wanna about who i wanna and how i wanna..n it aint any random fools business to question on me on dis or nethn about it..well question if u want..i aint compel to bark back...

Evidently, i am angry..very angry..its not dat i already dont have ENOUGH on my head..mahn i do..n yeah i hate self pity and makin my probs public 2 mankind..i dreaded colg today beyond imagination..coz it meant facing sumthn i had been avoidin since atleast 2 months..yea i faced it and all and i shud b happy i conquered my fears and hoopla..but..reality still bites!! it sucks..its not freakin fair..i cant decide whether i am angry or sad..wheder i miss him or weder i wanna hug him and sob..soo yeah i am messed up..i admit it! and den to add to my woes..ppl who hav no business intruding,start bothering about my blogs and blame me fr their brittle frndshps breakin..how r u kiddin mahn??

And den..wen i just rather be wid my girl pals..der'l be morons who cant control their infactuations and insist on goin out fr lunch..when i care a damm about food..swallowin my tears is making me wanna puke..i DONT care about d food!!!!!!!!!and den de wanna feel bad and offended fr bein turned..guys can be soo brainless man..but..still..m never gonna be that girl who leads ppl on just to have fun or just fr some entertainment wen shes on a break and needs support and den treats em as no1 when her knight in shining armour is bak frm a hiatus of doin god knws wat..sheeesshh!!!

And den..i feel drained..of my emotions of my senses! and den i look back a few years and regret not having the nerve to admit my feelings fr such a dear frnd..simply coz i have commitment issues!and left him hurt..not to mention scarring myslf in d process as well

so yeah i am angry..and ders no1 i wanna talk about dis too..oder dan my blog..my space..wid d guarantee dat no1s readin..

dis one is certainly NOT FOR PEEPS!!

The Primary Link

Well whoever knows me would definitely agree that i am indeed a 'primary link' believer.. Gosh! people can be soo idiotic and mistaken 'primary link' syndrome to be arrogance,introvertism or whatever..But i still choose to believe that a friend's friend doesn't make you my friend..In the same way a friend's boyfriend/girlfriend/sibling etc doesnt make that person my bf/gf/sibling/etc..it simply makes you my friends "-----"(whatever relation fits)..fair enough,right??

Basically the primary link syndrome is about keeping in mind the primary link,not going about establishing relationships with the "---"(they form the secondary link)..I know a few people who simply don't get this..Or well,lets not be too harsh on them,maybe they are just "secondary link" kinda people you see..I knw someone who literally got soo close to her best friend's boyfriend only to land up loosin the bestfriend(duhhh!!!) and also they boyfriend(JERK!!)...I knw someone who is the bestfriend to one of my friends and invaribly when i share something wid dat friend of mine(like m on top of d world or down in d dumps) this bestfriend suddenly pops outta no where to ask me how i am doing and long time no see kinda blah...Do people even expect a reply to such questions??

Ok, so your bestfriend chooses to confide in you bout one of thier friends doesn mean you put on the 'ohhhhh i really care about you too..' pretence...eeww!!Its not that i resent concern and all..Not at all..but its just kinda weird when its not appropriate..or rather not from an appropriate source!! If i am down in the dumps and crying and low or kicked about something and high and celebrating why the hell would i wanna share explicit details wid anyone and evryone? infact, why would any one wanna??

Since m on this topic,i had to write abt some1 i knw who added me as a friend on orkut jus coz she saw me in her ex-boyfriends scrapbook!lol..
secondary link syndrome + insecurity==HOWLARIOUS!!

Dammnn!!

Would i be a called a chor and unoriginal if i recite a line from the saif ali khan's airtel commercial..."i miss you soo much...it hurts"..Ok,b4 i get into drama-queen mode(whch aint too safe to write on a blog..ppl gossip u knw) and before i get to be called a chor(and this doesnt matter as such) il get to the point..well yea i do miss you and yeah it hurts and all(buttt..you'd NEVER know)..but its nt all 'awara pagal deewana'ish haan..

yea its prolly dam dumb of me and not soo practical to miss you anymore...but...i just happened to read some stuff which couldn help but get me all blue...wat de hell has happened?? sometimes it feels right..sometimes wrong..sometimes m proud of my decison..sometimes i dunno neth at all..sometimes i am yet soo angry..sometimes i miss my frnd..sometimes i forgive and sometimes i really cant forget anything at all..sometimes i wanna talk and sometimes its better to look right through you..sometimes i remember and sometimes i wish i never knew you..eesshh!!

p.s-
1.anyone who doesn knw why and for whom dis is writtn..kindly DONT ASK!!
2.A few bear hugs or 3 large vodkas or 3-4 hours of shopping or 1 super awesome DUTCH TRUFFLE cake needed bigggggggg time !!

My pot of gold

I was just browsing through one of my cupboard shelves which hadn been touched in ages(courtesy pile of clothes, which i am too lazy too clear up!!!) and i came across a PIGGY bank..it said.."I am ur pot of gold"..indeed it was...no not coz of its weight and soooo many coins..but..of the memories it brought back..memories,which needed to be rekindled:) I found dis piggy bank which gunjan had gifted me..n it had a tag which also i had kept safely in the pot of gold(yesh sentimental n all ..childhood problem as u can see :) )..n it said.."Happy B'day Anu..just one more year to enter your teens..keep counting.." Always landed up being the youngest in all the groups..i still remember the whole TEENAGE hoopla..shaz,gunjan,nuts had all turned 13 before me..n i remember feeln like d odd one out :( ok hang on..m talkin stuff dat happend..some 8-9 years ago!!!!! woah...but it still seems soo fresh and new..damm..too many memories 2 een attempt 2 pen...nostalgia has jus taken over!!i found my pot of gold fr the day and a lil longer:) P.S..SANG group rocked..i still remember the freakin song and d drill...lol:)!

A love story...

Once upon a time,there was a boy...OMG this is starting to sound like some ancient tale..but who cares,m allowed too act all "authorish"(dat cud b a word sumday !!!) once in a while k...

So here it goes...
Once upon a time there was a boy..well 20 somethings aint really a boy..but as old fancy english wud say..der was a lad..just like any other person his age..he was full of hope and ambition. Just having completed his graduation,he was all set to embark on a DREAM job,like they called it those days..He was to go to Dubai and work on the ship..A few decades ago,that was really considered a "ClaSSy" job to have...So there he was..this young lad,with his to be perfect life and everything seemd just about right!!

Well...But life..aint like a computer program..the statements u write may not always get excuted..Thank God fr that though:)

Coming back to the lad,so the lad decided to work for a while before getting started on the job..Just for some experience(dont even get me strtd on "work-ex" requirements..arrggghhh).And he thought it would also be cool to help out his father wid his work at the same time..so he joined the fmaily business for a lil while..

He was in the Sales department..with 2 other people..One a 30 something married lady who got panic attacks and the other woman a 20 something super neat(neatness freak!!) who managed to annoy him all the time for some reason..Our poor little guy dint knw wat he had gotten into..n wished for the day he could go to DUBAI!!!!

Time passed..Hyper lady and neat lady and the dude became friends..and the dude got neater in his work wid wid d neat lady's influence..and some how he dint get too annoyed by her as before..But,yeah the angry young dude certainly got annoyed when the neat lady joked,laughed wid another colleague.. ahem ahem!! i wonder why!!!and time went by...this wayy

Then came the time for dubai(oopss almost forgot about that)..The thing the dude wanted all along..apparently he dint want any more..he dint wanna leave the neat lady..(oyyee b4 u think its filmy n etc..lemme remind u hindi love stories are ridiculous and DIS AINNNTTTTT!!) He realised he wantd the neat lady more than dubai..more dan sum stupid ship job..wow!!!

The most obvious and smartest thing to do would be to tell the neat lady right??So the dude decided to do just that..But he just den learned dat d neat lady was QUITTING THE JOB!! damm..d poor dude was heartbroken...he decided to tell her anyways..n she said YES!! n den de dated..n finallie overcame hurdles..and got married and lived happily ever after...
and 20 something years later the dude is still so glad he dint go 2 dubai right away..coz da neat lady was, is and always will be farr more PRECIOUS than any job:):)..awwwwwww!!

Moral of the story-everything happens for a reason...an awesome reason..its just a matter of time!!

The MYTH about----"Gossip"!!

Well we've all heard it..agree or not,its a MYTH our soo called society just loves to admit--"Girls love to gossip"..Now i really aint here to prove the world wrong..or fight for women rights n all that jazz..i am just here to voice my opinion on this MYTH..the reason i call it a myth,is mind you,not coz of the MYTH word..but its coz of the "Girls"..well,it shud rightly be..PEOPLE GOSSIP!(that includes men& women)

I dunno if its an ego thing for the guys or sumthn they are prolly 'shy' or 'embarassed' or God alone knows what for them..but yeah hell GUYS gossip too..To all the guys who like to "BELIEVE" otherwise and term their gossiping sessions as "general discussions"(BULLSHIT!!)..seriously..admittin u do njoy gossip(jus like most humans do) aint gonna make u less of a man..although..ahemm.. choosin to play the denial game..wont help you score either..

So once again i'd wanna re-iterate that by no chance m i a feminist or sthn..its just that i do happen to have more guy frnds dan gurls(bloody engg is damm right responsible) and this jus happens to be my observation over not just over 4 years..bt over time..Guys,like girls do,TALK.. talk about other guys,girls,this,that,shes a bitch,shes a slut,he's an ass,she's hot(more on dat u knw),they broke up,here somethings cooking,heres a secret i wasn supposd to tell,he's a *&^%$...etc etc u knw..
Now what i am wonderin is why all this is termed as GOSSIP wen its between spoken about by girls and a so called DISCUSSION wen guys talk about it all..Which place on earth has GDs on these HOT topics and i dun knw of ???Funny species these ppl from Mars are !!!

The probable reason why guys claim they dont gossip is mainly coz they happen to do it lil more subtly unlike the fairer sex who wud love to chitter chatter in say the elavator,over the fone,during a lecture(blame the nonsensical teachers for this one),in the coffee shop,during practicals(blame the syllabus for this one)..basically anywhere..basically NOT UNDER WRAPS like the boys prefer to..

Seriously...I wish men wud jus grow up and get to admittin it man..whats the freakin harm?? After all, Researchers say that a little bit of gossip is healthy. It's what keeps the culture going, greasing the social machinery. So maybe you don’t have to feel guilty after all. And stop blaming it to be a GIRL ACTIVITY or sumthn man...After all,“It’s a social skill, not a character flaw,” says Frank McAndrew a professor of psychology at Knox College in Galesburg, Ill. “It’s only when you don’t do it well that you get into trouble.” :)

MY WISHBOARD!!!

Everyone needs to make atleast one of these... :) !

"Everything happens for a reason",really??

Well well well my 1st post fr '09 and i intend to begin it with some optimism,so what if in rhetoric sense?? I was jus wonderin(read:thinking,thinking and thinking soo much dat it consumed me n i cud think no more..[drama queen? u bet i am!]) abt dis whole concept of "everything happens for a reason"? So i wanna knw weder dis is actuallie true?? or weder as human beings we are jus programmed to cling on to sum ounce of hope??n wen we dont find dat hope..do we create it fr urselves??

So reflecting back at d past few months..i think..its true..but when the practical reasoning side takes over, i argue..Well sinc i finallie wanna make my mind on it..its time fr some analysis(uff i hate dat word after readin it sum 1000000 times stdyn software engg..but nono not dat analysis)

Is it right to say everything happens for a reason, when you part ways with some one only to realise hw indeed blessed you were to go this other way?? How indeed negative and made up was the true face behind d farce??(nautanki kahin kaa..sheesh!!)

Is it right to say everything happens for a reason, when you've spent nights and days not knowing what is it that what you really want, only to realise that wen u get ur answers its like the misplaced piece of a puzzle put in its spot??

Is it right to say everything happens for a reason, when you are left alone to fight your way through a mess,negativeness,madness;only to discover that you are smarter,wiser and stronger than you imagined??

Is it right to say everything happens for a reason, when people you know cheat.. only to get cheated themselves one fine day??[In this case,,evry bitch has her day:)..*evil grin* ]

Is it right to say everything happens for a reason, when one out of four sectional cutoffs aint cleard by mere 2 marks??[ damn u morons!!]

Is it right to say everything happens for a reason, when you meet some one..totally out of the blue..jlt...n ders a thing which cant be explained and defined??...(hypothetically u knw :))

Well even the Incredulous optimist cant help but agree..Duhh!! Stuff happens fr a reason..awsum reasons..jus dat d reasons aint too obvious at the start...

---My alternate career option is Philosophy :P !! or sumthng dat'l pay me fr all my AWSUM gyaan :) !

Loved the pic below..confess to have churaod it from d net..brilliant stuff !